Letters to my Littles | February 2016

Welcome to another Letters to my Littles post.  After reading my letter please go to my friend Christine’s blog and read her letter to her littles. Keep following the links to see glimpses of motherhood from everywhere. Thanks for joining me as I write these love letters to my children.

Dear Caleb and Liam,

It’s been another busy month in our house.  We’ve all battled colds and sniffles. Ugh!  Between daddy’s snoring (from his stuffed up nose) and you crawling into bed with us because you feel unwell, it’s also been a bit of a sleep deprived month!IMG_9438

We did manage to get out and get some fresh air during family day.  We went out and did the Lego Fest again in Sidney, then enjoyed some time at the water. It’s been wonderful to see sunshine hitting your faces again.

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We also celebrated Valentine’s day. This year we started a new family tradition.  We set up a little Valentine tree on our dining table and we left little love notes for each other.

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Caleb, this month I attended a parent info night at your middle school./  It still shocks me that you will be in middle school in September.  Meanwhile, Liam this month you celebrated the 100th day of kindergarten. You had to dress up like a 100 year old person. You also had to do a project with 100 items – so we made a monster with 100 googly eyes! I’m so thankful we don’t celebrate 200th day!

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We also went on a photo walk together out to Whiffin Spit.  I took along my digital and film cameras and let you play with the G12 Caleb, and let Liam play with the Instax mini.  It was fun despite the rain.  I took these…

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Caleb took these…

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Liam took these…

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At the end of that day we say this beautiful rainbow!

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But by far my favorite photos of the month are these family ones we took over valentine’s weekend.  I love these photos – they remind me of how much I love you both!

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Here is our February film about how most of our weekends are:

Love,
Mama
XO XO

What’s in a name

As many of you have noticed, I am now operating under a new business name – my own name.  I have been known as Squishy Prints Photography for a long time now, and it is a name that will always be near and dear to my heart.  But over the course of time I have come to outgrow Squishy Prints and all that it has represented.

When I was pregnant with my first child, my husband once put his hand on my moving belly, and in his best Ellen DeGeneres Dory impression he said “I shall name him Squishy and he shall be all mine!”  Somehow that little nickname stuck, and our little boy was our Squishy for the first year of his life. During that first year of motherhood I took thousands of photos of my little Squishy and his baby friends.  I was the mommy with the camera, always snapping photos and then handing out prints to people.  I have always taken photos, and have always been a bit of a photographer – learning how to shoot manually on a film camera long before my Squishy was born.  But the combination of having a child and having a new digital camera opened up a world of possibilities, and way more shutter clicks than is logical! At some point I decided to share my love of photography with others outside my family and friends circle.  I decided to try my hand at a small business. That business needed a name.  Since most of my work started as photographs and photographic design build around my first child and his milestones, Squishy Prints Photography was born.

I have long since deleted that first free blogger website that I started with – no one needs to see my creative edits with sepia tones, selective coloring, over-sharpened eyes and fancy vignetting! Thankfully, my days of over-editing are long gone and I have gone back to clean, real images. My days of extensive props and set-ups are also long gone.  My poor second child was subjected to many experiments with bowls, lights, chairs, rugs and any other fun trendy prop that came my way.  Don’t even get me started on my knitted newborn hat collection! Oy! While I have a great collection of newborn images full of cute curled naked baby poses, I started to realize this was no longer the type of photography I wanted to do.

Squishy Prints Photography was about me mastering newborn poses, and getting families perfectly posed in good light.  It was me trying to follow posing and prop trends and trying to master these looks.  As I look back on the images I was once proud of (and truthfully am still proud of), I realize that they lack the deeper emotional connection that I seek now.

Over the last couple of years I have worked hard at rediscovering what I truly love about photography.  I have found my photographic voice and my love of story-telling through images. I have learned to see light again, and in new ways.  I have learned how to use shadows to my advantage and to really analyze a scene before I get shutter happy. I have learned to take images that have feeling.  This is an ongoing journey.  It always will be.  I have learned that this is not something that I will ever seek to master – but a long fulfilling journey that I am travelling on.

So welcome to my new journey.

I will keep www.squishyprints.com for the next little while, and I am slowly working on migrating some of my blog posts and images from that site to this one.  But the time has come for me to mature a little more, and to be a little more humble, a little more raw and a little more brave.

Welcome to Allyson Ell Photography.